You are gone now, shadows fill the room
This hollow place where light once bloomed
The ache starts low, a quiet swell
A tide that rises, a silent knell
My time of joy has slipped away
I sit and wait for light of day
Hoping for a glimpse, a stolen glance
Caught between two worlds in trance
Hard to think, when love's entwined
You hold my heart, yet you're not mine
Lost completely in your smile's grace
A bittersweet, unyielding embrace
I have fallen hardest of all
In your absence, I feel small
Your words a melody in the dark
They echo deep inside my heart
Your concerns become my own
Through suffering I have grown
To make you mine, to keep you near
To shield your soul, to calm your fear
Loving is all that truly matters now
Fragile hearts tied by an unspoken vow
In this quiet space where longing survives
I keep your love alive in my mind's eye
Hard to think, but harder still
To let go when love clings with iron will
Bound together by threads unseen
In love's delicate, enduring dream
2. Chicken Pigeon 2:24
On the cracked dirt road where the wild winds roam,
A lonely pigeon flew, looking for a home.
Feathers worn from the battles of the sky,
He landed on a farm and he wondered why.
Clucking rhythms filled the morning air,
A flock of chickens without a single care.
He followed close, tried to learn their ways,
Found a quiet corner where his heart could stay,
Chicken pigeon, now you're not alone,
Found a new sky beneath their rustic throne,
With wings of silver in a barn so warm,
You found your place inside the storm,
Red hair like fire in the early light,
She smiled at the pigeon, said, "You're alright."
With laughter running wild and eyes that see,
She gave him a home, set his spirit free,
The chickens gathered 'round to welcome him near,
A harmony born from the surprise of a year,
On that little farm under open skies,
The pigeon finally found where truth lies,
Chicken pigeon, now you're not alone,
Found a new sky beneath their rustic throne,
With wings of silver in a barn so warm,
You found your place inside the storm,
In the hush of evening, when the day is done,
The red-headed beauty and the flock become one,
From the smallest seed to the highest tree,
Love finds a way to set us free,
Chicken pigeon, now you're not alone,
Found a new sky beneath their rustic throne,
With wings of silver in a barn so warm,
You found your place inside the storm,
Now you sleep with the chickens under stars so bright,
A patchwork family holding through the night,
Chicken pigeon, you took your chance,
Found your rhythm in this wild dance.
3. Complete 2:39
In the quiet hum of midnight's glow,
Your hands in mine, the world moves slow,
Every heartbeat echoes clear and true,
I've found my safe place here with you,
Beneath the stars, where whispers meet,
In your warm arms, I am complete,
Lost in the comfort of your steady gaze,
A gentle calm that never sways,
No fear to hide, no need to roam,
With you, my heart has found its home,
Beneath the stars, where whispers meet,
In your warm arms, I am complete,
Time may chase the fading light,
But love's embrace will hold me tight,
No shadow falls when you're around,
In your arms, my peace is found,
Beneath the stars, where whispers meet,
In your warm arms, I am complete,
Yes, in your warm arms, I am complete.
4. Dance of Mirrors 3:04
Fingers trace the glass, shrouded in a misty veil
Reflections blurred, your shadow dances soft and pale
Steam curls like secrets, hiding what my heart reveals
A tender flicker caught between the cold and warmth I feel
Your eyes, a quiet storm, pull me through this hazy night
Every frame a promise, every glance a spark of light
Slowly fading vapor, drawing lines where silence breaks
In this glassy ballroom, every breath a step we take
The mirror sighs as steam dissolves, revealing more than skin
A touch imagined, whispered close beneath the silvered grin
Each photo sent, a melody in voices never heard
Binding souls together without a single spoken word
Now the glass stands clear, no shadows left to intertwine
I see you standing there, heartbeat syncing close to mine
From smoky veils to naked truth, our worlds collide and spin
In your arms, the dance concludes; our love's about to begin
Hands entwined, reflections melt, two souls no longer torn
The silent song of longing broken by the warmth of dawn
In every look, in every touch, the story finds its flame
In this dance of mirrors, I find your whispered name
5. Lost in Love 4:04
I caught a glimpse, like summer light in your eyes
Every word you say feels like a sweet surprise
Spinning in a world where only we exist
Chasing every moment, falling through the mist
I'm lost in love, head over heels again
Caught inside a dream that never ends
Every heartbeat's a melody so true
Lost in love, I'm lost in you
Late night talks and whispers under bright stars
Counting all the seconds till you're in my arms
This crazy feeling that I never planned to find
You turned my world around, rewired my mind
I'm lost in love, head over heels again
Caught inside a dream that never ends
Every heartbeat's a melody so true
Lost in love, I'm lost in you
No map, no guide, just this wild ride
Every step I take, you're right by my side
Never knew a love could feel so brand new
Falling deeper, lost in you
I'm lost in love, head over heels again
Caught inside a dream that never ends
Every heartbeat's a melody so true
Lost in love, I'm lost in you
6. Red Alert 2:54
Flames in her hair, a wild fire flare
She storms through the night without a care
Eyes like embers, burning the dark
Every step she takes ignites a spark
Red alert, the sirens scream
Caught in the blaze of a fiery dream
Heart on the line, can't play it smart
This red-headed beauty's captured my heart
Burning bright where the shadows part
Her fearless roar tears the cold apart
A force of nature, untamed, alive
In her wildfire, I come alive
Red alert, the sirens scream
Caught in the blaze of a fiery dream
Heart on the line, can't play it smart
This red-headed beauty's captured my heart
No backing down, no turning away
With every glance, she shakes my day
Strength in her soul, fire in her art
A red alert ringing loud in my heart
Red alert, the sirens scream
Caught in the blaze of a fiery dream
Heart on the line, can't play it smart
This red-headed beauty's captured my heart
Red alert, bright as a flame
Never the same, can't forget her name
Heart on the line, it's a brand new start
This red-headed beauty's captured my heart
7. Waking Inside 3:09
I want to wake inside the quiet halls of your mind,
Trace every corner where your secret dreams unwind,
Curl beneath the pulse that beats softly like a drum,
Find the breath where all beginnings come undone,
Touch every chamber where your heart hums low and deep,
Hold the gentle throb that never falls asleep,
Wrap inside the warmth you carry like a fire,
An endless spark that feeds our quiet desire,
Wake with you in the glow where love bends time and space,
Melt into the sigh that lines your sacred place,
Every imperfection blending into something pure,
Life's fragile edges made whole and sure,
Inside your mind, your heart, your sacred skin,
I am the echo of where forever begins,
In your warmest depth, where only truth can stay,
I wake inside you, every single day,
Here, the world shifts soft, a miracle so real,
Love's the equalizer that makes the broken heal,
In this endless waking, I find my only home,
Within you, I am never alone,
Wake with you in the glow where love bends time and space,
Melt into the sigh that lines your sacred place,
Every imperfection blending into something pure,
Life's fragile edges made whole and sure,
Inside your mind, your heart, your sacred skin,
I am the echo of where forever begins,
In your warmest depth, where only truth can stay,
I wake inside you, every single day.
8. Freedom Tastes Fantastic 2:53
I was shadowed in your storm, tangled in your chains
Every word a lightning strike, echoes of my pain
But the dark gave way to dawn when I saw the light
Packed up all the lies, left your ghost behind
Now I'm walking through the fire with my heart alive
No longer in your cage, it's my time to rise
Every scar a story, every tear a spark
Freedom tastes fantastic when you break apart
You had me in a maze, but I found my way
Shattered all your mirrors, watch the pieces sway
I'm the crash of thunder, the roar inside the night
Stronger than the silence you tried to write
Now I'm walking through the fire with my heart alive
No longer in your cage, it's my time to rise
Every scar a story, every tear a spark
Freedom tastes fantastic when you break apart
I'm spinning out of shadows, like a shooting star
No chains, no fences, just an open heart
I'm claiming every moment, fierce and unafraid
This is my rebellion, this is my crusade
Now I'm walking through the fire with my heart alive
No longer in your cage, it's my time to rise
Every scar a story, every tear a spark
Freedom tastes fantastic when you break apart
Freedom tastes fantastic when you break apart
Freedom tastes fantastic... it's a brand new start.
9. 15 Minute Break 3:22
Grabbing my phone, slipping out the door
Clock's ticking loud, but I don't feel the bore
Cranking up the tunes, blasting the bass
These 15 minutes are my saving grace
Smoking on the vape, hitting it hard
Clouds in the air like a deck of cards
Every drag fuels the fire inside
Getting ready to go back in—time to survive
The day's a battle, faces all blurred
But in this moment, I'm the master of my world
The vape's the compass, the beat's my guide
fifteen minutes never felt so alive
Stepping to the parking lot, shadows in the heat
Faking a smile, thriving off this beat
I breathe in deep, let the worries fade
Armored up strong for the next charade
Blasting the bass, heart on the line
These 15 minutes make the chaos mine
No panic, no sweat, just the power to take
Reclaiming my space with each little break
The day goes faster, but I'm standing tall
Vape in my hand, I'm owning it all
fifteen minutes, yeah, they set me free
In this little escape, I find the real me
10. Garage Grow 2:27
Hole in the roof covered by leaves
Sunlight slips in through the trees
Humidity rising, spring's alive
Green worlds where my dreams thrive
Locked out once more, but I won't stay down
Time to jimmy that old steel crown
Haven't seen my babies in days
Hope the watering keeps the praise
Garage grow, yeah, we're taking control
Biggest buds, yeah, we're on a roll
Dank green shines in every glow
From the shadows, watch us grow
Leaves like velvet, stems so strong
Twisting stories all night long
Every stalk a work of art
With a fire burning in my heart
Locked out, but I'm breaking through
For the harvest that I'm due
The garage door, it's time to knock
Coming in to rock this block
Garage grow, yeah, we're taking control
Biggest buds, yeah, we're on a roll
Dank green shines in every glow
From the shadows, watch us grow
Smoke the fattest, light it slow
From seed to flame, watch how we flow
Empowered roots beneath the floor
In this garage, we own the war
Garage grow, yeah, we're taking control
Biggest buds, yeah, we're on a roll
Dank green shines in every glow
From the shadows, watch us grow
Yeah, from the shadows, watch us grow.
11. Packing Power 2:38
I lace my boots tight, steel on my side
Walking through fire, got no place to hide
Fists clenched, heart beating like a war drum
They try to test me, but I don't succumb
Every step a statement, I'm my own damn shield
Armor on my skin, never gonna yield
Locked and loaded with a fierce roar inside
You want a battle? Well, I'll be your guide
Packing power, ready to ignite the flame
Armed to the tits, and I'm owning this game
No backing down, I don't take their shit
Unbreakable, unshakable, made to hit
Storms may come, but I'm standing tall
I built these walls to never fall
Taking what's mine, no apologies given
My spirit's a bullet, straight and driven
Echoes of thunder, I'm rattling the ground
In this wild fight, I wear the crown
Charging forward, blazing my own trail
Fueling the fire when the weak hearts fail
Packing power, ready to ignite the flame
Armed to the tits, and I'm owning this game
No backing down, I don't take their shit
Unbreakable, unshakable, made to hit
I'm the storm you prayed would pass
The rebel soul that kicks your ass
Carrying strength you can't ignore
I'm the fight, the fire, and so much more
Packing power, stinging like a kiss
Armed to the tits, taking no shit, this is bliss
Fearless and wild, I'm done with the lies
I'm the thunder, the lightning in the skies
12. Parking Lot People 3:59
Sitting in my truck watching them come and go
Rehabbers and all, shadows moving slow
Kept their stories locked behind those doors
Dragging out, dragged in, another broken floor
Sad show right at the door, faces worn and torn
I don't know no more, is this a place I'm sworn?
Watching from the lot, waiting for the night
Time to go back in, hold my ground and fight
Mandated rehab, but the clock's off track
They let 'em out too early, still carrying the crack
But I've got more to give, got my head held high
Learned to dance in storms and look the devil in the eye
Sitting in my truck watching them come and go
Counting up the scars that only we could know
Making just a bit more time before I leave
Watching parking lot people, hoping they believe
All the walls could fall, and I'd still stand tall
Out here on the edge, but I'm owning it all
Every step, every fall, it's mine to keep
Watching parking lot people, I'm done counting sheep
Sitting in my truck watching them come and go
Rehabbers and all, moving in with hopes
Dragged out but not broken, just bending with the fight
Watching parking lot people 'til I find my light
13. Roadtrip 3:27
Packed the car with busted dreams and a stubborn kind of hope,
Kids whispering in backseat, dodging shadows on this slope,
No paper maps, just basslines pounding out the night,
Every mile a little closer to where wrong fades out of sight.
This roadtrip ain't no fairy tale or soft parade,
It's a crooked track to one who dares to stay,
Windows down, the bass shakes what's left of pain,
No rewinds, no reruns, just freedom after rain.
Left behind the mess, the blame, the bitter edges worn,
Now it's dark humor and honest scars, tired but reborn,
Kids clutching blankets, we're running from the past's sharp fires,
But the rearview only shows the dust and false desires.
This roadtrip ain't no fairy tale or soft parade,
It's a crooked track to one who dares to stay,
Windows down, the bass shakes what's left of pain,
No rewinds, no reruns, just freedom after rain.
Older hands that steady, not the storms we used to claim,
A crooked smile, a warm voice calling out my name,
The highway hums with secrets, dark but full of light,
This isn't perfect, but it's ours to fight.
This roadtrip ain't no fairy tale or soft parade,
It's a crooked track to one who dares to stay,
Windows down, the bass shakes what's left of pain,
No rewinds, no reruns, just freedom after rain.